Dream to remember: 2

I had another dream last light where I started out in an art school but then was in Japan and buying manga paper and screen tones for Emily. And this Ghetto chick kept bumping in my way and taking all the good stuff rendering me with only a B4 size ream of manuscript paper. But then the store was closing in 15 minutes. But i was still scavenger for more stuff in the "Learning Center" I somehow ended up in a alley market thinking "I just stole a ream of paper in japan wtf" and found an alley shop and though I could purchase the paper there but they didn't sell the same manuscript paper so I left. And a man offered me roast pork on a stick toothpick and I ate it and it gave me neck splinters and I was coughing... Then I woke up after getting more lost.

Cleaning my room and feeling fustrated

I've been throwing out the random junk in my room so I can have a cleaner working area, as well as moving all of my old art work to the basement where they can rot seeing that my mom wont let me throw them away. Also I've been giving out all the old art supplies that I don't plan on using anymore. I have no idea where to put most of the stuff i want to keep like my film cameras...

I'm going to need to sort this stuff later but as I clean I start thinking about how my life is going... I don't know where my life is going to right now. I'm in school from 9am to 9pm Monday to Friday and 1-4 on Saturdays. All of the class projects require me to paint so I don't know what I'm doing. And I have no idea whats going on with my personal life anymore... I sometimes think its god messing with me for being such a bad kid when I went to temple. Hopefully my life get better really soon cuz I'm getting really tired of this. Not being able to sleep isn't good at all...